Why Worry About Recurrence Of Esophageal Cancer?
When I was first diagnosed with esophageal cancer, doctors told me I had only a 5–10% chance of living five years. I was devastated. Even if treatment could stop the disease, there was always the fear that it might return.
After a demanding 35-year career—working long hours and traveling the world—I was finally approaching retirement. Suddenly, esophageal cancer cast doubt over everything I had planned for the future.
The chemotherapy, radiation, and surgery I endured were all for the chance to live five more years—maybe. I came to think of that experience as Phase 1 of the rest of my life. During my recovery, I began to reflect on what Phase 2 might look like.
Facing the Fear of Recurrence
As I entered this next phase, I struggled with a difficult question: Would the cancer come back?
Was this truly a new beginning, or just the final chapter? What could I do to improve my chances of a healthy future?
Spiritually, I felt strong. The belief that carried me through treatment remained with me:
“God is with me, and together we can handle anything.”
Still, the thought of recurrence was painful. It forced me to confront the possibility that my time might be limited.
Taking Control of My Health
At that point, I decided to take a more active role in my health. I consulted a doctor who specialized in nutritional supplements and followed a recommended regimen consistently for five years.
Did it help me survive more than a decade beyond my surgery? I can’t say for certain.
But it gave me something equally important—a sense of control. I felt like I was doing everything I could to reduce the risk of recurrence and support my body moving forward.
Choosing to Live in the Present
During recovery, I had time to think deeply. I came to a simple realization:
- The past is behind me—I cannot change it.
- The future is beyond my control.
- The only thing I truly have is the present moment.
So I made a decision. Instead of worrying about what might happen, I would focus on living each day fully—with gratitude, purpose, and positivity.
That perspective became my foundation:
“Make where you are better because you are there.”
Moving Forward
I no longer live in fear of what might come. I live in appreciation of what is here—today.
Enjoy the day.
Bart Frazzitta is an esophageal cancer survivor and the founder of the Esophageal Cancer Education Foundation (ECEF).
Read more of his story here >
- Esophageal Cancer: A Brutal Diagnosis
- Esophageal Cancer Treatment: Chemo & Radiation
- Esophageal Cancer: Overwhelming Emotions
- Surviving Esophagectomy Surgery
- Esophagectomy Recovery: Relearning To Eat & Sleep
